My Faults...
What’s Really Good Ya’ll!
It’s been almost 6 months since I’ve posted anything on here… (I know…I’m really bad with it) and unfortunately I have no logical excuse for it. It seems as if I always have an excuse for something…or I’m always justifying my reasons for doing A and B, but not today.
Where am I going with all of this?
Well, I’m so used to looking into other people’s world and seeing what they can do better in…what they can improve about themselves…but what about me? Recently, some of my closest peeps have been looking in on me and telling me what could be improved…and I listen to what they come up with and I’m like, “That’s not me!” I’m running down the list about who I am, what I stand for, and through all I said, they still come up with the same thing. Well, needless to say, I started thinking outside of the box….and looking into my world…and what I am seeing, I do not like at all!
I am selfish….1st and foremost….but I have good intentions. Regardless of that fact, I am selfish and that itself is something I need to check. I am judgmental in areas that I should not be….and although as humans we unconsciously are judgmental…does not mean we have a right to be. I hear too many people say that it’s their right to judge…and under the same breath will raise hell when they are being judged.
Oops, did I open a can there???
Moving on…I need to be more considerate of others’ feelings…and not just my own (falls under selfishness). I have a tendency of making promises, and not fulfilling them…or changing them at the last minute…and thinking that it should automatically be acceptable. I have to apologize to my friend Samuelle, because he has been there for me, beyond belief and last weekend I did him wrong. I know you’ll be reading this and I hope you forgive me!
Lastly, I am lazy and a big procrastinator!
Countless times do I make plans….state my goals, say that I’m going to get on the ball and do them…ask me have I done them!
NNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Whose fault is it? MY OWN
WHY? Because I talk too much! Because I don’t live enough…because I don’t have as much faith as I should.
I needed to vent this way because when you ca read your own cards, and visually see how you view yourself, it will help you in getting off your backside and getting something done about your situation! (Just learned that from a seminar I took)
Right now, I’m all about trying to improve in the areas that need work….I can’t grow if I keep my skeletons in the closet!
Be blessed…hope that my words affected someone other than myself!
It’s been almost 6 months since I’ve posted anything on here… (I know…I’m really bad with it) and unfortunately I have no logical excuse for it. It seems as if I always have an excuse for something…or I’m always justifying my reasons for doing A and B, but not today.
Where am I going with all of this?
Well, I’m so used to looking into other people’s world and seeing what they can do better in…what they can improve about themselves…but what about me? Recently, some of my closest peeps have been looking in on me and telling me what could be improved…and I listen to what they come up with and I’m like, “That’s not me!” I’m running down the list about who I am, what I stand for, and through all I said, they still come up with the same thing. Well, needless to say, I started thinking outside of the box….and looking into my world…and what I am seeing, I do not like at all!
I am selfish….1st and foremost….but I have good intentions. Regardless of that fact, I am selfish and that itself is something I need to check. I am judgmental in areas that I should not be….and although as humans we unconsciously are judgmental…does not mean we have a right to be. I hear too many people say that it’s their right to judge…and under the same breath will raise hell when they are being judged.
Oops, did I open a can there???
Moving on…I need to be more considerate of others’ feelings…and not just my own (falls under selfishness). I have a tendency of making promises, and not fulfilling them…or changing them at the last minute…and thinking that it should automatically be acceptable. I have to apologize to my friend Samuelle, because he has been there for me, beyond belief and last weekend I did him wrong. I know you’ll be reading this and I hope you forgive me!
Lastly, I am lazy and a big procrastinator!
Countless times do I make plans….state my goals, say that I’m going to get on the ball and do them…ask me have I done them!
NNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Whose fault is it? MY OWN
WHY? Because I talk too much! Because I don’t live enough…because I don’t have as much faith as I should.
I needed to vent this way because when you ca read your own cards, and visually see how you view yourself, it will help you in getting off your backside and getting something done about your situation! (Just learned that from a seminar I took)
Right now, I’m all about trying to improve in the areas that need work….I can’t grow if I keep my skeletons in the closet!
Be blessed…hope that my words affected someone other than myself!
posted by Alicia Johnson @ 10:10 PM
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